crazi-ness / Heather (friend)
Hi hunni! so i havent been on here in 4ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i go on tha myspace...but i wanted to check this out...i rmeember when i used to go on her 5 times a day everday...crazi...but i see it looks like it did when i made it...with the baby blue...thats cute...god i wish we could stop time an jus go back to how it used to b back in the day...seems like those times were more fun...now were all gettin old an growing apart...but loos like u shld look out for the person 2 down from my message...seems like he needs it...even though he doesnt deserve it lol j/p but i love you an esther if u read this i love you and how r u? i hope all is well i havent talked to u in 4ever!! sorry...but josh ilu and ur bday is comin up!!! cjs is 2day...its crazi he wlda been 21...ok well i love u an miss u!! muuwwaahhhh xOxOxO Close

EVERYTHING 5/20/08  / Sami (Wifey.Best Friend )
Hey Joshy Pooh,

How is everything going up there in the wonderful world of perfect? I miss you so much down here. Everyday that goes by I talk about you in some conversation. As the wedding gets closer, I think about what you & CJ would of been doing if you were here with us. I know you would be there by my side. Everytime I think about you & CJ I think because you 2 were so big in mine & Derek's lives. Its just so hard to think you been gone for 3 1/2 years already. We are lighting a candle for you & Josh at the wedding. We've decided not to speak about it because I just realized the wedding is exactly in the middle of yours & CJ's birthdays..I know it will be a touchy situation with your mom, dad, Jay, Aunt Bonnie, Uncle Charles & some other family members. But you know that we will have you there some how. Im making ribbons to go around the girls flowers & ribbons that the boys are going to wear on their suit. Of course Im going to have pics of you 2 in my bra so that you are close to my heart (and my boobs..lol) I really wish you were to celebrate with us. I know you & CJ would of been so happy (you would have FINALLY been family) Well Joshy my love, give me the strength to get through everything that is going on. Well I love you...xoxox miss you tons!

Love Always Sami
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missin ya  / Paul Knite (freind)
hey lil homie wuz good mizz ya like crazy been goin threw alot lately as im sure u can see it seems ta get harder an harder everyday wish u were still here cause you were always there ta hold us all together just wish everything could go back ta back in the day.my b-day is next week an i really dont even care bout it theres no point noone to share it with..remember my b-day when i had first got out at ur moms house lol!!we had a blast just miss ya lil homie sorry i aint been on here in so long but im alwayz thinkin of you  CJ an lindsay hope an pray yall are taken care of eachother up there love ya Close

3/9/08 / Sami (Best friend )

Hey Kid

 How are you doing? I've been ok..I miss you tons. I know I dont come on here & write that much but I know you know I am thinking about you & missing you. You know on Valentines Day this past year I was thinking about you alot..Because I was thinking of the last time you took me out on Valentines Day because Derek was working. You know I really wish you were going to be here for mine & Derek's wedding..You & CJ would be the best present to have there at the wedding. You both were very big parts of mine & derek's lives before & after we met each other. I really hope you guys can be there in spirit & just let us know that you are there somehow. Well we love you...& miss you tons!

xoxoxo

Sami & Derek

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Hi babes 2/2/08  / Sami (Wifey)
Hey Sweetie just wanted to come by & say I miss you & love you! xoxox
Miss all the fun times we had. Please watch over all of us! xoxoxo Close

2008...1/1/08 / Sami (best friend-wifey )

Hey Joshy Pooh...i miss you!! (lol)
 Happy New Year kid...Today starts a new year for me...fresh & new...I have so many things that I have to do this year & my new years resolution is going to be the same as last year but this year i have some one to help me(lol) & im starting them today...anyways hope you & cj had a great party up there for new years,i just wish we could have the parties we used to have....just wanted to stop by & say hi....i love you kid....miss you tons!!
xoxox your wifey
sami jo

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RIP / Shauntara
So tomorrow will be the 10th of December and it will be three years that you have been gone from our lives. YOur presences still lingers with me and the more I think about you the more I die inside. My lost of you has givin me every emotion possible and tonight I just can't figure out how I really feel...This sucks..  I miss you bro. You are my heart and I will always morn for you. Rest in Peace untill we meet again. I'll be waiting for the day when I can come home to you. Xoxoxox


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11/19/07 / SAMI (WIFEY)

I LOVE YOU HUBBY!!!

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DEAR JOSHUA,  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

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09/30/07 / Sami (Wifey)
Hey Hubby
   So to keep you updated..4 days until my 21st birthday..i really wish you & cj could be there...& less than 9 months until the wedding..I've been missing you guys so much..I just dont wanna show anyone that Imso down about my 21st birthday & the wedding bc you guys arent going to be there to celebrate with us...but anyways there has been so much drama going on in the last couple of months.But hopefully we got rid of it by getting rid of some people in our lives now..I miss you so much I love you...Watch over all why we go through our daily lives of trying to coupe with your's & cj's memories..g2g..xoxox Close

condolences / Robin (mother of Jason Snyder )
I am so sorry that all of you have lost Joshua.  The pain is so deep for all the family and friends.  I wish no one had to go through it.  I also lost my son and his friend in a car accident in 2004.  I believe Jason stays with me as I hope all of you feel Joshua's presence.  God bless all of you. Close

hey love...  / Ashley Racki
You were on my mind and i wanted to talk to you!!  Lets see...in about 3 months it will be coming up to your 3 year!! thats crazy it sometimes seems just like yesterday when i got the call about everything that happened and that you were gone!! i remember that day so0o clearly it torn me apart!! My life right now is a little complicated! Im trying to go to college well i am in college and it isn't really going bad at all...actually its going great! I have to be in school for the next 2 years full time including summer so0o i can transfer to the Pharmacy school up here and go there for 4 more years!! yep i decided to not be a lawyer anymore and now become a Pharmacist!!  so0o for the next 6 years its school, school and more school! I had a job with the Police Department but they ended up telling me they wanted me to quit school and work full time making only $30,000 a year and i had to quit cause school is way more important right now! so0o i start at Best Buy on Monday.  uhhh there is this guy i am absolutly head over heels for but im not sure whats going to happen with that...he says "if its meant to be it will happen" who knows! but he is perfect for me in every way its kinda crazy!  Please watch over Heather as well Tell God to heal her...we are all praying for her...at the moment she is diagnost with HPV and they did a biopsey in May on her cervix to see if she had cervical cancer and it came back positive.  The Doctors have been trying to get ahold of her since then to do surgery right away but they are just now getting in touch with her we are all hoping it hasn't spread!!! I know she will be fine God is watching over her!! She is also with this really great guy named John they actually are planning to get engaged once he gets outta school in like a year i think.  Tiffany well well well...she has been doing a lot better actually with the boys...but now her attitdue has sky rocketed...lol..but thats Tiff for you!! mom and dad are great just working a lot!!  oh my Josh I miss you oh so0o much..i wish i could talk to you in person..i miss that!!! you were such an amazing person. I don't think you realize how many lives you have impacted in your time on earth!! I LOVE YOU SO0O MUCH!!! LOVE ASHLEY!! Close

Hey Kid!!! 7/30/2007  / Sami (Wifey)
HEY KID
 I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU SO MUCH.JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT DAY BY DAY YA KNOW!WELL LATELY HAS BEEN ROUGH BC ME QUITTING MY JOB @ NH TO GO TO ANOTHER JOB THAT I QUIT AFTER NOT EVEN WORKING 1 DAY BC I COULDNT HELP THEM WITH THE STUFF THEY NEEDED.BUT I MADE IT BACK ON MY FEET WITH ANOTHER JOB.BUT I GOT ANOTHER JOB INTERVIEW FOR A BETTER PAYING JOB..ITS A LITTLE FURTHER THAN I WANTED TO GO BUT SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA MAKE CHOICES.WELL I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT 21 BDAY UP WHERE YOU ARE.I REALLY WISH YOU COULD OF BEEN DOWN HERE WITH YOUR FAMILY & FRIENDS.WE HAD SO MUCH GOING ON WITHIN THESE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS...MATT & CASEY'S WEDDING,YOUR BDAY,CJ'S BDAY,TRYING TO PLAN DEREK & MINE'S WEDDING & ALSO GETTING READY FOR MY 21 & DREW/SANDRA'S WEDDING.SO MUCH GOING ON & I WISH U COULD BE HERE.BUT I JUST REMEMBER OF ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER & KNOW THAT ONCE IM UP THERE WITH YOU GUYS..WE WILL HAVE 1 HELL OF A BIG PARTY..HEHE.WELL YOUR MOM & JAY IS DOING BETTER(WHICH IS REALLY GOOD)I JUST FEEL SO BAD THAT IM NOT THERE FOR YOUR MOM LIKE I USED TO BE.YOU REALLY WERE A GREAT KID.SO MANY PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HOW YOU HAD EFFECT THEIRS LIVES.ITS GREAT!YOUR COUSIN MISSES YOU ALOT.SOMETIMES HIM & LITTLE JON WILL TALK ALL NIGHT ABOUT ALL THE GOOD TIMES THEY HAD WITH YOU..I KNEW YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT THOUGH..I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH US!!HELP YOUR COUSIN THOUGHT..I THINK SOMETIMES HE REALLY MISSES YOU BUT DOESNT WANT TO SAY ANYTHING OR EXPRESS HIS FEELINGS BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANT TO BE REJECTED I GUESS..BUT I DONT KNOW HES ALWAYS BEEN THAT WAY..I COULD BE WRONG!!BUT HERE IS SOME FUNNY THINGS THATS BEEN GOING ON..WE FOUND OUT THAT WE HAVE RATS LIVING WITH US IN THE HOUSE..WELL LAST NIGHT WHEN I WAS GETTING SOME ICE CREAM, I HEARD IT WALKING AROUND IN THE OVEN.I SCREAMED & HAD EVERY1 IN THE KITCHEN..WELL DEREK & I WERE ON TOP OF TABLES & COUNTERS HOPING THAT IT DOESNT COME OUT..THEN LITTLE JON JOINED US..HE TRIED TO ACT LIKE A BIG GUY LIKE HE WASNT AFRAID BUT I KNEW HE WAS THE WHOLE TIME..LOL..WE HAD PAUL PUT A TRAP DOWN BUT HE KEPT MAKING IT GO OFF,SO THEN WE HAD BIG JOHN DO IT.BUT IT WAS A CRAZY NIGHT.WELL I GOTTA GO..I LOVE YOU!!!XOXOXO Close

Birthday Wish  / Shauntara (sis)
I wish I may, I wish I might, have you back in my dreams at night.
I wish I may, I wish I might, See your face again for just one night.
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Happy Birthday 7/7/07  / Sami (Wifey/Cousin)
Happy 21st Birthday BabyBoy.Just wanted to stop by & tell you I love you & happy 21 birthday kid...love ya!!! Close

This Special Force  / Michelle
They say that we as human form are just like a bunch of electrical forces, connected .  But, some how I believe that the spirit is the true force.  This is what really makes up who we are.  Not what we look like or where we are going for dinner.  You see ther importance comes from our heart, not the physical heart, but our spirit .  There are so may unexplained phenomanas in the world. Some of us don't understand, others don't even want to understand.  Than there's those who say we're crazy entirely.  In all truth, we know deep down from the depths of our soul, that things we can't explain or fully comprehend, do exist.  Not neccesarily in this reality but another.  I believe that YOU Joshua, are a celesitial being.  Not just because of all the wonderful things you did while you were here, and the wonderful way you had about you, that could "light" up a room ! :-) Although, these things is what got you to become that peaceful being.  ( Just like the catepillar, that turned into a butterfuly ).   But, based on my personal experience, Teddy's experience, and Sammy's dream that connected with a conversation, Teddy and I had prior to that !  Not to mention my perspective on life.  I must thank you Joshua, because, you helped open me up to spirituality.  I am so intrigued by the supernatural, and especially angels !  I know you are looking out for the people you love.  You love was far to great to be of this world.  That is why you are in a special place ! Close

hi / Millett Orlando
Hi josh
Im sorry i dont talk to you as much as i do cj and im sorry because we were really close you derek cj and i we had our own little secret click huh. lol everytime your brought up in conversation all i can hear is that silly laugh of yours lol. I miss you guys alot I wish i was with you 2 its probley a hell of a lot better then down here. Keep an eye out on cj dont let him get in to much trouble. even tho you were an instagater just like him loved "not being caught" lol You 2 really changed my life since the day i met you .....Thanks

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I MISS YOU! 5/15/07  / SAMI (WIFEY/BEST FRIEND )
JUST STOPPING BY TO SAY I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU! REALLY WISH YOU COULD BE AT THE WEDDING TO BE THERE FOR ME & DEREK.YOU KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THE BEST MAN! PLEASE HELP PAULIE POCKET ITS HARD FOR HIM IN THAT JAIL.I MISS HIM...MAKE SURE HE DOESNT BECOME SOMEONE'S B!TCH(LOL).J/K.I HAVE NO ONE TO BUG ME OR YELL AT...YOU & CJ ARE GONE PHYSICIALLY(I KNOW YOU ARE THERE SPIRITUALLY) & PAULIE IS IN JAIL.I HATE THIS...WELL I LOVE YOU KID.STAY SAFE UP THERE & DONT PARTY TOO MUCH MY LOVE.
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Rest / Simon Haywood
Hi, I'm sorry Josh. I came here by chance. I'm so sorry that you've passed on. I'm an 86 birthday myself, and I realise how short life is. I'm just sorry that yours was cut so short. I'm sorry that I didn't know you but I'm sure given the chance you would have known me. Forever may you rest in peace.

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hey, this is Rachael  / Rachael (friend)
hey josh! i know we didn't know each other that well but you really meant something to me. and as i see everyone else! you were an amazing person! even if someone just met you for five mins. you still would have changed their world. literally. i know that you're doing good. and i feel for your family and best friends sooo much!! God has gained an angel! two angels! Josh and CJ!  i really would have liked to know you more! Close